I would so much like to be the girl I used to be a few years ago… I think about two. It was so easy back then to push the little “ignore” button, not to care, not to worry. Indeed I had a lot of time for myself, I only worried about school and the money I needed to go out once a week. Right now I care too much and about a lot of things and I worry too. I just want to get in that state when I just don’t give a f**k about anything or anyone, when I don’t care who I meet and where I meet him/her, when I can just send to cursed dark places all the people who have a “love me cause I’m beautiful” smile on their faces.