March 24, 2008

I would so much like to be the girl I used to be a few years ago… I think about two. It was so easy back then to push the little “ignore” button, not to care, not to worry. Indeed I had a lot of time for myself, I only worried about school and the money I needed to go out once a week. Right now I care too much and about a lot of things and I worry too. I just want to get in that state when I just don’t give a f**k about anything or anyone, when I don’t care who I meet and where I meet him/her, when I can just send to cursed dark places all the people who have a “love me cause I’m beautiful” smile on their faces.

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Slightly Mad

I’m going to have a heart attack… First there was Iron Maiden… the news on the concert made me soooo happy, I even got a ticket, I can barely wait for the concert. Then there was a rumour about Manowar and Metallica. Manowar are coming, Metallica is stil uncertain. Judas Priest are coming, Linkin Park too and this morning I found out that Whitesnake, Bon Jovi and Def Leppard might visit our country as well… + the other bands that are not yet confirmed for the festivals… I’m going mad!!! And bankrupt in the same time cause practically all my money will go on tickets. I am already thinking of not going to some concerts but how could I? I practically grew up with this music, I regret the fact that I didn’t go to Helloween and Megadeth, I don’t want to regret stuff anymore. I don’t know if this is dream come true or a nightmare…

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Enchanted

A movie with 3 awards for Best Family Movie, a fairy-tale with a lot of songs, quite funny but korny, with a princess, a prince, an evil queen and a super cute squirrel…

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Minunatiile unei zile libere

Dintr-o defectiune tehnica se nasc multe… pentru mine s-a ivit astazi o zi libera de care am profitat la maxim si ziua inca nu e gata. M-am plimbat… pe unde nu am mai ajuns de mult in plimbare ci doar in trecere rapida in drum spre sau de la. Am strabatut Lipscaniul agale asa cum faceam atunci cand ieseam de la cursuri sau cand saream peste cursuri pentru ca era cald afara… Ma gandeam la o zi in Carol, sa urc pana la baza mausoleului si sa stau acolo pe bordura privind in gol spre Palatul Mitropoliei… Am iesit in Calea Victoriei, am coborat spre Cismigiu, m-am intors la Universitate si am luat-o spre scoala din Povernei in cautare de motive ca sa pierd vremea. Pe Magheru au aparut deja martisoarele… Si asa s-a facut vremea pauzei de masa… care s-a transformat intr-o plimbare in Carol, nu din initiativa mea, e adevarat, dar a fost o surpriza mai mult decat placuta si am acceptat cu un zambet cat mine de mare sa mergem catre statia tramvaiului 7. Parcul e la fel de frumos ca oricand iar acum pentru ca nu era foarte vizitat parca era si mai frumos si linistit. Si am hranit ratele si pescarusii de pe lac, si am stat pe o banca… Si am fost in parc si nu orice parc. Si a fost frumos!

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Drumuri

Am fost acasa zilele trecute, nu am mai fost de la Craciun… Mereu in tren imi vin multe idei si am timp sa gandesc multe dar niciodata nu le scriu… fie pentru ca nu am pe ce, fie ca nu pot sa le scriu…
Oricum drumul spre casa a fost foarte placut, de-abia asteptam sa ajung. Iar atunci cand am plecat de acolo mi-au aparut in minte aceleasi ganduri care apar mereu : daca in anul 1 in loc sa iau trenul o data pe luna spre Bucuresti il luam saptamanal spre Iasi? Daca in loc de 6 ore cu rapidul mergeam o ora si jumatate cu personalul? Nu ma gandesc mai departe… cum ar fi fost viata mea acum, ci ma gandesc doar la acest drum… Am visat ani la rand la drumul studentesc spre Iasi dar iata ca trenul m-a adus aici… si nu-mi pare rau dar simt o oarecare urma de tristete cand ma gandesc.

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