Excuse me for being like this…and not in another way. Maybe one day I will change, I don’t know. Maybe one day you will understand that this is really me and I’m not faking it. Maybe I can be different but when I act different I don’t feel comfortable. Maybe a smile is not made to be on my face for the same reasons it appears on other people’s faces. Maybe I don’t see things the same way, maybe I am different, maybe I really am a freak.
This is how I feel.
I don’t like it when I’m not me.
And everything I do has a reaction on the inside.
Take me as I am I won’t change for you, if I change I will change for me, but I don’t know which way the change will lead.