Here…

It’s here, the animal is here, it arrived by train… it’s not an animal though… Anyway, the creature is here… ok, get me out!!! Fosta casa a lui Ilie va fi spalata si uscata bine ca sa devina casa pentru el sau ea… paianjen sau tarantula, ii spuneti cum vreti… Eu nu mai calc in casa aia
I’m gonna stick to my cat

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Am aflat cum ca undeva s-a intamplat ceva pentru ca…

Se intampla multe atunci cand ai ocupatie, umbli, vorbesti cu oamenii, asculti sau vizionezi. In ultimile zile am aflat multe lucruri cum ar fi: cat de cretini pot fi unii, cat putin pret pun pe ceea ce le spui si alte alea. Partea preferata ramane totusi dimineata cu ceasca de cafea si City FM oricat de nesuferita ar fi trezirea la o ora matinala. Ieri am aflat ca o familie din Galati a luat amenda pentru deranjarea ordinii si linistii publice pentru ca le plangea copilul prea zgomotos si i-au reclamat vecinii… Asta e din colectia povestilor care te lasa cu gura cascata. Asta am aflat de la radio. Astazi am aflat la scoala ca o expunere este o punere a problemei din exterior fara a emite judecati de valoare. Am facut multe expuneri la viata mea dar niciodata nu mi-a spus cineva ce e aia si cum se face. Astept sa vad ce mai aflu pana la sfarsitul saptamanii… dar oare luni nu am aflat nimic? Trebuie sa fi fost ceva pe la serviciu dar probabil imi scapa acum. Hmmm…

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Scriu despre…

Frumos inceput de saptamana am avut, atat de frumos incat nu-mi venea sa ma dau jos din pat. N-o sa vorbesc despre serviciu, lucrurile aici sunt instabile, n-o sa vorbesc despre scoala, si asa nu prea am timp de ea(nu sa ajung la ci sa simt ca), o sa vorbesc despre alte nimicuri.

Pana acum ceva vreme nu-mi placea sa merg la dentist, nu spun ca acum imi place, inca ma urc cu groaza pe scaunul ala dar e ok, tolerabil.

De aproape doi ani de zile am o creatura in casa, creatura care chiar daca nu vorbeste e vie, e un suflet noaptea pe langa mine.

Ma scot din sarite oamenii care chiar nu pricep nimic sau pricep ce vor ei sa priceapa. De ce nu intreaba? Aflarea unor raspunsuri nu costa nimic iar o intrebare nu e capat de lume.

Am obosit, scriu la acest blog de doua ore, doua ore in care am facut multe alte chestii.

Mi-e somn, ma duc sa mananc si apoi la scoala.

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School Days

I am still in school. I can barely feel it. In the evening I am so tired that I can’t possibly enjoy the classes, and yes some of them could be enjoyable if only… I tried to be friendly so now I know some of the people. The classes take place in 3 different locations, one spookier than the other. So, with a little effort I can bare a whole class, I can smile to the kids in the same room but there’s one thing it seems I will never be able to do: find the ladies room. I guess it’s quite funny to wonder around the cold corridors in search for it and end up in the same place and that is in front of the men’s room. For now that will just have to do.

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Sunny Days and Daisies / Foggy Nights and Blue Thorns

Excuse me for being like this…and not in another way. Maybe one day I will change, I don’t know. Maybe one day you will understand that this is really me and I’m not faking it. Maybe I can be different but when I act different I don’t feel comfortable. Maybe a smile is not made to be on my face for the same reasons it appears on other people’s faces. Maybe I don’t see things the same way, maybe I am different, maybe I really am a freak.
This is how I feel.
I don’t like it when I’m not me.
And everything I do has a reaction on the inside.
Take me as I am I won’t change for you, if I change I will change for me, but I don’t know which way the change will lead.

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